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So, it is story time again young ones. Grab a snack and get comfy, I have a feeling this will be long.
So on Friday lacy and I went to the el ray theater in LA. We we're planning on getting directly in line, we totally thought there would be people there, Jonas fans are crazy like that. We parked across the street behind a building.
Lacy ended up getting a little carsick. I shouldn't have fed her while driving. She slept alright in the car with me. At around 1:30 she had to pee so we went to kinkos and checked on the line. Still no line. So we went back to the car and decided we would go over when they shut the theater lights off. Around 2:15 we were outside the theater on a sleeping bag. We watched the crew unload all the stuff and be loud. We got a few questionable looks from passerby and crew members. As soon as they we're done unloading we met a nice lady that brought us some extra blankets... that were really table cloths, they were warm though. We fell asleep around 3. Slept till about 5 ish and woke up to people sitting next to us.
So we got up and went to the store down the road for monster and doughnuts. We met some other girls that had stalked Jonas to the airport and got pictures with them before they went to the Bahamas. They didn't really have anything else interesting to say except how they identified the suvs they drive in. 6buff? What? Idk.
People started arriving from the production crew, and started video taping the line and interviewing a few people. They we're super interested in lacy cause we had been there since the night before and she is only 6. They tried to ask her questions but she was too embarrassed. She talked really quiet. Later she drew a picture for Joe and asked the camera man if he would record her saying something to Joe and showing him the picture. It was a flower. And it said "hi Joe" on it. Hah. Her message was. "Hi Joe, I like your singing" lol cute. He asked her a few other things and she replied shily.
As more and more people started showing up the line got moved to the other side of the door. They moved us from the shade to the sun, I can't remember if it was before or after jb arrived that they came out with sunblock for us but we deffo needed it. I got burned on my knees and on my arms a bit. My cheeks feel a little warm but I think its the least of my worries.
So after about a billion hours waiting, and being filmed by camera crews. (Lacy was finally comfortable with the cameras and was screaming and stuff to them) the woman from the night before that gave us blankets, let lacy and I in early. To make sure she got a spot at the front. How nice of her!
We ended up being walked in by her straight to kevins mic like if she was reading my mind. We stood almost directly infront of him. There was the camera guy next to us and a group of short kids to his right. All vip kids.
Some guy came out and taped the set list down. Written on a piece of paper. Then immediately after, some guy came out and ripped them up and put typed ones down, I was all. "He just put those there!" and the guy said something to the effect of " they weren't professional enough, they are the Jonas brothers and must have the best." O_o
So the show started. All I heard was screeching and all I saw was hotness mouthing words on the stage. For almost the whole song I heard nothing but prepubescent girls screaming their love for Joe. I was told nick told a story in between a song but I didn't even know this happened. All I heard was screaming.
(Insert picture of set list here)
Sos. Nothing. I heard nothing. I concentrated on the fact that kevins pants looked really good on him. And I tried to save the 2 short kids to my left from getting their noses broken.
Poison ivy. Im pretty sure this is the song that Joe and I made eye contact, like 6 times. Lol. I loved it. Idk if it was because I wasn't freaking out like all the other people in the crowd or something else. Nick kept making eye contact with me too... only if he was on the other side of the stage though. He came over on my side for a song and ignored the crap out of me. I noticed a lot of the backup band... idk their names. Jack, and like Ryan, and john... or something... staring at me as well. I notice this at a lot of shows. O_o I couldn't hear much other than the chorus "everyones allergic to poison ivy" cause of screaming.
Lovebug. Nick played a trick on us for this. He started playing and as soon as the lyrics were supposed to kick in, he stopped so we stood there like fools singing with no music. He started singing and Joe was a lazy ass and had the crowd sing his parts... it was so cool tho, to see the looks on their faces when hundreds of people can sing along like an anthem without music or anything. It was so amazing, they looked so in awe that we had such force in singing a song they wrote. It was awesome.
Paranoid. Nick played the first riff of paranoid and people started screaming and then he switched it up to year 3000 and sang a chorus. Im not sure if people yelled for him to sing it or something but it was cool cause its lacys favorite song. Then they kicked it into paranoid and rocked the house. The kids next to me were looking at me like "how does she know the words... I've never heard this song!" I heart paranoid so much it hurts. Its so fucking catchy that you can't help but sing it all day long.
Turn right. I couldn't hear much due to screaming fans. But let me tell you Joe hits those high notes like nothing else. I couldn't make out most of the lyrics but I remember something about a race track and "race track we call life" or something. It was a nice slow song. With kev on keyboard. (I wrote more here. It got deleted I think.)
Burning up. Nick ditched his guitar and him and Kevin switched sides and everyone was all of a sudden right up on me cause nick was on our side. It was at this point that I touched Joes hand. -fangirl!- lol. I tried to keep the kids safe.. By the end of the song they had disappeared and were replaced by screaming teens. But I saw them after and they were doing fine.
Lacy didn't like how loud it was, she ended up sitting on the floor cause she said the drums we're hurting her ears. So she sat infront of me and I kept her safe from being stepped on. She had a lot of fun tho. She was just really tired.
I just remember how close kevins shoes were to me. And how when nick came over I could see the patterns on them and they were like 2 inches away from me. Through the concert I could hear kevins shoes tapping on the stage. It was amazing. As soon as they were off the stage I jumped up and grabbed the set list and some chick was trying to get nicks pick out of near the center of the stage, but she grabbed kevins so I took it from her and bolted. Lol
I can't think of anything else I wanted to write here. Just that after the show I grabbed a poster off the wall and then everyone flipped a shit and started taking them too. When we got outside there were people handing out ones smaller than the ones on the walls so lacy grabbed one of those and we drove home.
We got home just in time to watch a bunch of Jonas episodes. Haha.
Im sending this from my phone so the pictures are gonna be somewhere in the post idk, and they might be super big but I can't be arsed to edit them or anything. At least you get to see them. Lol.









So on Friday lacy and I went to the el ray theater in LA. We we're planning on getting directly in line, we totally thought there would be people there, Jonas fans are crazy like that. We parked across the street behind a building.
Lacy ended up getting a little carsick. I shouldn't have fed her while driving. She slept alright in the car with me. At around 1:30 she had to pee so we went to kinkos and checked on the line. Still no line. So we went back to the car and decided we would go over when they shut the theater lights off. Around 2:15 we were outside the theater on a sleeping bag. We watched the crew unload all the stuff and be loud. We got a few questionable looks from passerby and crew members. As soon as they we're done unloading we met a nice lady that brought us some extra blankets... that were really table cloths, they were warm though. We fell asleep around 3. Slept till about 5 ish and woke up to people sitting next to us.
So we got up and went to the store down the road for monster and doughnuts. We met some other girls that had stalked Jonas to the airport and got pictures with them before they went to the Bahamas. They didn't really have anything else interesting to say except how they identified the suvs they drive in. 6buff? What? Idk.
People started arriving from the production crew, and started video taping the line and interviewing a few people. They we're super interested in lacy cause we had been there since the night before and she is only 6. They tried to ask her questions but she was too embarrassed. She talked really quiet. Later she drew a picture for Joe and asked the camera man if he would record her saying something to Joe and showing him the picture. It was a flower. And it said "hi Joe" on it. Hah. Her message was. "Hi Joe, I like your singing" lol cute. He asked her a few other things and she replied shily.
As more and more people started showing up the line got moved to the other side of the door. They moved us from the shade to the sun, I can't remember if it was before or after jb arrived that they came out with sunblock for us but we deffo needed it. I got burned on my knees and on my arms a bit. My cheeks feel a little warm but I think its the least of my worries.
So after about a billion hours waiting, and being filmed by camera crews. (Lacy was finally comfortable with the cameras and was screaming and stuff to them) the woman from the night before that gave us blankets, let lacy and I in early. To make sure she got a spot at the front. How nice of her!
We ended up being walked in by her straight to kevins mic like if she was reading my mind. We stood almost directly infront of him. There was the camera guy next to us and a group of short kids to his right. All vip kids.
Some guy came out and taped the set list down. Written on a piece of paper. Then immediately after, some guy came out and ripped them up and put typed ones down, I was all. "He just put those there!" and the guy said something to the effect of " they weren't professional enough, they are the Jonas brothers and must have the best." O_o
So the show started. All I heard was screeching and all I saw was hotness mouthing words on the stage. For almost the whole song I heard nothing but prepubescent girls screaming their love for Joe. I was told nick told a story in between a song but I didn't even know this happened. All I heard was screaming.
(Insert picture of set list here)
Sos. Nothing. I heard nothing. I concentrated on the fact that kevins pants looked really good on him. And I tried to save the 2 short kids to my left from getting their noses broken.
Poison ivy. Im pretty sure this is the song that Joe and I made eye contact, like 6 times. Lol. I loved it. Idk if it was because I wasn't freaking out like all the other people in the crowd or something else. Nick kept making eye contact with me too... only if he was on the other side of the stage though. He came over on my side for a song and ignored the crap out of me. I noticed a lot of the backup band... idk their names. Jack, and like Ryan, and john... or something... staring at me as well. I notice this at a lot of shows. O_o I couldn't hear much other than the chorus "everyones allergic to poison ivy" cause of screaming.
Lovebug. Nick played a trick on us for this. He started playing and as soon as the lyrics were supposed to kick in, he stopped so we stood there like fools singing with no music. He started singing and Joe was a lazy ass and had the crowd sing his parts... it was so cool tho, to see the looks on their faces when hundreds of people can sing along like an anthem without music or anything. It was so amazing, they looked so in awe that we had such force in singing a song they wrote. It was awesome.
Paranoid. Nick played the first riff of paranoid and people started screaming and then he switched it up to year 3000 and sang a chorus. Im not sure if people yelled for him to sing it or something but it was cool cause its lacys favorite song. Then they kicked it into paranoid and rocked the house. The kids next to me were looking at me like "how does she know the words... I've never heard this song!" I heart paranoid so much it hurts. Its so fucking catchy that you can't help but sing it all day long.
Turn right. I couldn't hear much due to screaming fans. But let me tell you Joe hits those high notes like nothing else. I couldn't make out most of the lyrics but I remember something about a race track and "race track we call life" or something. It was a nice slow song. With kev on keyboard. (I wrote more here. It got deleted I think.)
Burning up. Nick ditched his guitar and him and Kevin switched sides and everyone was all of a sudden right up on me cause nick was on our side. It was at this point that I touched Joes hand. -fangirl!- lol. I tried to keep the kids safe.. By the end of the song they had disappeared and were replaced by screaming teens. But I saw them after and they were doing fine.
Lacy didn't like how loud it was, she ended up sitting on the floor cause she said the drums we're hurting her ears. So she sat infront of me and I kept her safe from being stepped on. She had a lot of fun tho. She was just really tired.
I just remember how close kevins shoes were to me. And how when nick came over I could see the patterns on them and they were like 2 inches away from me. Through the concert I could hear kevins shoes tapping on the stage. It was amazing. As soon as they were off the stage I jumped up and grabbed the set list and some chick was trying to get nicks pick out of near the center of the stage, but she grabbed kevins so I took it from her and bolted. Lol
I can't think of anything else I wanted to write here. Just that after the show I grabbed a poster off the wall and then everyone flipped a shit and started taking them too. When we got outside there were people handing out ones smaller than the ones on the walls so lacy grabbed one of those and we drove home.
We got home just in time to watch a bunch of Jonas episodes. Haha.
Im sending this from my phone so the pictures are gonna be somewhere in the post idk, and they might be super big but I can't be arsed to edit them or anything. At least you get to see them. Lol.
So this little game has been going around in facebook notes. But I thought I'd bring it over here so everyone can play!
Basically you put your whole itunes on shuffle and go through the first 40 tracks, writing out the first line of lyrics, then people guess them in the comments. I'll try to keep it edited so you know which ones people have got already, but I will probably fail.
I skipped over a few but only if they either 1) had no lyrics or 2) had the title obviously in the first line or 3) would have been ridiculously difficult e.g. one of my classmates old band (that actually did come up!) 4) I tried to get 40 different artists but I admit that I repeated some cause itunes shuffle is oh-so shuffled. -shakes head-
I don't know if there are rules in general but let's just say you can't use the internet to help! Obviously Googling the line will give you the answer in 99% of cases, so there's no point. YOU'RE CHEATING YOURSELF! etc, etc...
So answers in the comments and though I think the idea is to tag people, I cba... Do it if you like.
Ok let's go!
1. Excuse me my lord, may I request my lord, permission my lord to speak.
2. You will remember this moment as you dig into me.
3. Sister, I'm not much a poet but a criminal. Thank You For The Venom; My Chemical Romance
4. It started at a bus stop in the middle of nowhere.
5. I've been spending time alone, I'm thinking I should probably kill myself.
6. You'll find the cross only fits, when your hands and feet are nailed to it.
7. I don't want to be the one who's stuck with me when I whip my meat out.
8. Take this time, to realize...
9. Dear Bradenton, you have been good to me.
10. Harder, Faster
11. I know it sounds foolish, but I live in hope...
12. Corrupt, you corrupt, and bring corruption to all that you touch.
13. I never bit off more than I can chew,
14. All the words in my mouth...
15. I am an arms dealer, fitting you with weapons in the form of words. This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arms Race; Fall Out Boy
16. Bleed in your own light, Dream of your own life.
17. Well, I'm blowing smoke out your window,
18. Well I waited till you packed your bags.
19. No matter which way you go, No matter which way you stay.
20. She says she loves me but, she comes and goes when she pleases.
21. Brothers and sisters, put this record down, Our Lawyer Made Us Change the Name of This Song So We Wouldn't Get Sued; Fall Out Boy
22. We know all your dirty secrets, we have read your diary.
23. I have this reoccurring dream...
24. Why are you looking grave? Are you thinking of something to say?
25. Hold on tight, wrap your arms around me till your knuckles are burning white.
26. Watch this coward dance I keep my feet so close to the ground
27. It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten.
28. We sings songs to stay alive, music lifts a soul about to die.
29. There are few who deny at what I do I am the best.
30. To the center of the earth or anywhere God decides
31. I'm bringing back ghost that are no longer there.
32. Beat me up, beat me down, mess me up beyond all recognition.
33. We live like creatures, we love like homicide.
34. Sewing the eyes shut of the man who saw god and ceasing the lies that spill from his jaw.
35. I'm desperate to know how you are...
36. You build me up, you knock me down...
37. Like a target drawn across my chest,
38. I was never faithful and I was never one to trust,
39. Ill tell you what you wanna know,
40. Give me a sign, just give me something,
Basically you put your whole itunes on shuffle and go through the first 40 tracks, writing out the first line of lyrics, then people guess them in the comments. I'll try to keep it edited so you know which ones people have got already, but I will probably fail.
I skipped over a few but only if they either 1) had no lyrics or 2) had the title obviously in the first line or 3) would have been ridiculously difficult e.g. one of my classmates old band (that actually did come up!) 4) I tried to get 40 different artists but I admit that I repeated some cause itunes shuffle is oh-so shuffled. -shakes head-
I don't know if there are rules in general but let's just say you can't use the internet to help! Obviously Googling the line will give you the answer in 99% of cases, so there's no point. YOU'RE CHEATING YOURSELF! etc, etc...
So answers in the comments and though I think the idea is to tag people, I cba... Do it if you like.
Ok let's go!
1. Excuse me my lord, may I request my lord, permission my lord to speak.
2. You will remember this moment as you dig into me.
4. It started at a bus stop in the middle of nowhere.
5. I've been spending time alone, I'm thinking I should probably kill myself.
6. You'll find the cross only fits, when your hands and feet are nailed to it.
7. I don't want to be the one who's stuck with me when I whip my meat out.
8. Take this time, to realize...
9. Dear Bradenton, you have been good to me.
10. Harder, Faster
11. I know it sounds foolish, but I live in hope...
12. Corrupt, you corrupt, and bring corruption to all that you touch.
13. I never bit off more than I can chew,
14. All the words in my mouth...
16. Bleed in your own light, Dream of your own life.
17. Well, I'm blowing smoke out your window,
18. Well I waited till you packed your bags.
19. No matter which way you go, No matter which way you stay.
20. She says she loves me but, she comes and goes when she pleases.
22. We know all your dirty secrets, we have read your diary.
23. I have this reoccurring dream...
24. Why are you looking grave? Are you thinking of something to say?
25. Hold on tight, wrap your arms around me till your knuckles are burning white.
26. Watch this coward dance I keep my feet so close to the ground
27. It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten.
28. We sings songs to stay alive, music lifts a soul about to die.
29. There are few who deny at what I do I am the best.
30. To the center of the earth or anywhere God decides
31. I'm bringing back ghost that are no longer there.
32. Beat me up, beat me down, mess me up beyond all recognition.
33. We live like creatures, we love like homicide.
34. Sewing the eyes shut of the man who saw god and ceasing the lies that spill from his jaw.
35. I'm desperate to know how you are...
36. You build me up, you knock me down...
37. Like a target drawn across my chest,
38. I was never faithful and I was never one to trust,
39. Ill tell you what you wanna know,
40. Give me a sign, just give me something,
long rant about my recent relationship. cut for people who might not want to read. (aka cut for all of you)
just realizations i felt i needed to write down. better to send them to livejournal than to him.
( but i know that takes time. Collapse )
just realizations i felt i needed to write down. better to send them to livejournal than to him.
( but i know that takes time. Collapse )
so, i posted this entry a while back.
http://jennasie.livejournal.com/33956.h tml
about a christmas wish list.
i was pretty happy when i made that list. i was content where i was living, who i was living with. i was ready to spend the rest of my life garage hopping.
now that ive stepped out of that stupor i was in ive realized i want more out of my life.
ive been making a list in my head over the past week or so of things that i would like.... so im re-doing my list of ten things.
1. i want to not live in my car.
2. i want a job that appreciate me enough to give me a hourly raise after a year of working with them.
3. i want to take voice lessons, or at least one, so someone can tell me if im good or not.
4. i want to give my love away to someone who will be there for me.
5. i want to sleep in a bed. a real bed. for once in a long, long while.
6. i want someone to understand that what im going through is really hard and i cant just pretend to be happy constantly.
7. i want to not miss him so much.
8. i want to be able to afford to live how i want. afford an apartment, and a few shows a month, food, gas, everything.
9. i want my car to work properly and be legal for me to drive.
10. i want to go to college. and get a cosmetology degree. so i can have a career.
http://jennasie.livejournal.com/33956.h
about a christmas wish list.
i was pretty happy when i made that list. i was content where i was living, who i was living with. i was ready to spend the rest of my life garage hopping.
now that ive stepped out of that stupor i was in ive realized i want more out of my life.
ive been making a list in my head over the past week or so of things that i would like.... so im re-doing my list of ten things.
1. i want to not live in my car.
2. i want a job that appreciate me enough to give me a hourly raise after a year of working with them.
3. i want to take voice lessons, or at least one, so someone can tell me if im good or not.
4. i want to give my love away to someone who will be there for me.
5. i want to sleep in a bed. a real bed. for once in a long, long while.
6. i want someone to understand that what im going through is really hard and i cant just pretend to be happy constantly.
7. i want to not miss him so much.
8. i want to be able to afford to live how i want. afford an apartment, and a few shows a month, food, gas, everything.
9. i want my car to work properly and be legal for me to drive.
10. i want to go to college. and get a cosmetology degree. so i can have a career.
Step One
- Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
- If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.
- Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ, or link to this post (it'll be public) so that the holiday joy will spread.
Step Two
- Surf around your friends list (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:
- If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.
You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.
There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.
( my wish listCollapse )
PS . I DID THIS TODAY
- Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
- If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.
- Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ, or link to this post (it'll be public) so that the holiday joy will spread.
Step Two
- Surf around your friends list (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:
- If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.
You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.
There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.
( my wish listCollapse )
PS . I DID THIS TODAY
So today eliza cuts was on the fearless radio show with christopher gutierrez. Im sure a lot of people have heard about it and what she said during parts and that I called in and actually ended up on the air.
I wasnt planning on calling in and basically forcing her to admit that she was talking about gerard in so many of her blogs but I got really mad that chris and eliza couldnt understand what the caller before me was saying... so it was all spur of the moment and when I listened to it again I realized I didnt really make a lot of sense and I was pretty much a huge bitch, but my point was to try to get eliza to realize that we ALL knew what was going on.. and the fact that she kept hiding it and making references to things obviously related to the band and then attempting to make it out like shes not.. and having members of the bands make statements about her not dating the band... what the fuck were they trying to hide?
All this shit about keeping it quiet for his image? Fuck that, what is so different about eliza and lindsey? Well I mean despite from the obvious fact that eliza is fucking nuts. It was bullshit.
She posted that fucking “commit me already” shit as a cry for attention... she just wanted to be the center of the universe again. But I do truly believe that its all because she is crazy, like she admits, she KNOWS shes nuts. She started this story with “none of this is real blah blah” then goes on to talk about actual things that REALLY happened... and not to mention that she tried so hard to start it of as something made up... I mean Germany? Working at a gym with an abusive husband who was off at war.... okay... nice start.... but then shes talking about all this shit that has nothing to do with it and it has nothing to do with her writing skills. At all.
She knows damned well what she is doing... but she might not comprehend the out come of any of it..fans hate her because she thinks we are so fucking stupid to NOT put two and two together and get four. All this skirting around saying his name like we have no idea whats going on and then laughing with chris because THEY know exactly what is going on. Name drop everyone else and talk about “this specific person” but never say his name. Its just a big WTF.
Im tired of all the bullshit.. I really think that she did love gerard and that she ended up loosing herself after they broke up and its not completely normal what she did but I can understand where she is coming from. Judging by what she said at the end of the show she really did love gerard... but honestly... she WANTED to make it public and she tried so damned hard to tell everyone she could but she STILL continues to deny that she was with him and that the emma and paul story was all about her and gerard and its just fucking bullshit.
She at least finally admitted to being with him, and took down this whole “i am holier than thou” front (at least for a few minutes)
I still cant really voice what I was trying to say to her and im kinda upset that they kept cutting me off when I was trying to say something and clarify myself and then changing the subject. -_-
I do sort of feel bad for basically forcing her to say it.. but after making the WHOLE story public.. and making it seem like its fiction... she should just fucking stop her shit.
Like I said in the end of my call I do think that if you get to know her she is a wonderful person and I have no doubt that she has nothing but love in her heart. And im sort of sorry for calling her on her shit.. but someone had to do it. If I ever meet her in real life or get a chance to talk to her like that again I will clarify some of this, and apologize, for making her feel like shit on the radio.
ps. paul is gifted and talented in bed....... no wonder lindsey likes him so much.
I wasnt planning on calling in and basically forcing her to admit that she was talking about gerard in so many of her blogs but I got really mad that chris and eliza couldnt understand what the caller before me was saying... so it was all spur of the moment and when I listened to it again I realized I didnt really make a lot of sense and I was pretty much a huge bitch, but my point was to try to get eliza to realize that we ALL knew what was going on.. and the fact that she kept hiding it and making references to things obviously related to the band and then attempting to make it out like shes not.. and having members of the bands make statements about her not dating the band... what the fuck were they trying to hide?
All this shit about keeping it quiet for his image? Fuck that, what is so different about eliza and lindsey? Well I mean despite from the obvious fact that eliza is fucking nuts. It was bullshit.
She posted that fucking “commit me already” shit as a cry for attention... she just wanted to be the center of the universe again. But I do truly believe that its all because she is crazy, like she admits, she KNOWS shes nuts. She started this story with “none of this is real blah blah” then goes on to talk about actual things that REALLY happened... and not to mention that she tried so hard to start it of as something made up... I mean Germany? Working at a gym with an abusive husband who was off at war.... okay... nice start.... but then shes talking about all this shit that has nothing to do with it and it has nothing to do with her writing skills. At all.
She knows damned well what she is doing... but she might not comprehend the out come of any of it..fans hate her because she thinks we are so fucking stupid to NOT put two and two together and get four. All this skirting around saying his name like we have no idea whats going on and then laughing with chris because THEY know exactly what is going on. Name drop everyone else and talk about “this specific person” but never say his name. Its just a big WTF.
Im tired of all the bullshit.. I really think that she did love gerard and that she ended up loosing herself after they broke up and its not completely normal what she did but I can understand where she is coming from. Judging by what she said at the end of the show she really did love gerard... but honestly... she WANTED to make it public and she tried so damned hard to tell everyone she could but she STILL continues to deny that she was with him and that the emma and paul story was all about her and gerard and its just fucking bullshit.
She at least finally admitted to being with him, and took down this whole “i am holier than thou” front (at least for a few minutes)
I still cant really voice what I was trying to say to her and im kinda upset that they kept cutting me off when I was trying to say something and clarify myself and then changing the subject. -_-
I do sort of feel bad for basically forcing her to say it.. but after making the WHOLE story public.. and making it seem like its fiction... she should just fucking stop her shit.
Like I said in the end of my call I do think that if you get to know her she is a wonderful person and I have no doubt that she has nothing but love in her heart. And im sort of sorry for calling her on her shit.. but someone had to do it. If I ever meet her in real life or get a chance to talk to her like that again I will clarify some of this, and apologize, for making her feel like shit on the radio.
ps. paul is gifted and talented in bed....... no wonder lindsey likes him so much.


